Trying not to get excited...

OMG! I've just done a test and I'm pregnant!!! Very early days, I've not told ANYBODY! And its hard. I hate keeping secrets/gossip. I haven't even told my boyfriend or mum . After losing my baby back in December I don't want to risk it nor do I want to get excited and get ahead of myself. I'm still getting cramps so I'm expecting to see blood when I go to the loo (sorry) so I'm worried. I'll just wait it out and see. For now tho, I just have to keep it all inside, until it kicks....or I go into labour lol.