Like me not!

70% of the time I like myself, but then there's that 30% when I loathe myself. I don't know if its an Aries trait, a black impatient females trait or just my trait but its annoying. What's annoying? My impatience, my analysing, my 'getting upset at the drop of a hat-ness! I've let something that is so minor (I know its minor) drive me to deleting my blackberry messenger. Now in my head what 'he she and they said' in return is 'outrageous and rude' and has pissed me right off. I act in haste, I know this but its something I've never been able to change no matter how hard I try to ignore my itching urge to say something rash, or smash the glass my feelings get the better of me and before you know it...I've fucked up! Its bad and only I (oh and a few other Aries friends) know what I mean and feel. Its a nuisance but also a hot headed neccesity. I still need help tho