Just Noticing...

Being nosey and going through Blogspot, Ive noticed there are ALOT of married, pregnant Christian women on here.
They all have pictures, they all have families and they are mostly in America.

Its so nice to see other people and their lives. How they live it, what they believe in, what they take photos of.

Nice...real nice!

Doesn't make me feel suicidal at all.

9 year old hormones

As a parent I probably shouldn't say this but MY CHILD IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!

He has been a right handful these past few months and Ive welcomed the week long break Ive had from him (He went to stay with his fathers family in Slough for a week and he came back on Wednesday). I'd say I missed him a bit, but it was so nice not to have any attitude, any silly questions and any lies.
So I have him back today and boy has the rudeness returned!!!!! He's been good all of 4 hours!
Throwing a strop, slamming doors, asking why and really dragging out the yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Its driving me to drink.

Yes I know this is all part of it and yeah, sure I didnt think of it when I was having my end away at the age of 19 but come on...this is new!

Im asssuming that he is 'maturing' and getting all the hormones and emotions most kids get when they start the change, but I thought I'd at least have 2 more years. Cheese.

Lord Help Me *sigh*

Something New

I'm so afraid to write about this/him in case it all goes wrong. And with my luck it just might. I've FINALLY got together with a guy I've wanted for SO LONG!!! Trouble is he's my ex's best friend and not exactly my type. Actually, that's not a problem because he rocks my world, but the ex thing is posing problems with one of my closest friends. She doesn't want to hear about it, which is going to be hard because I tell her everything. This new exciting thing that's happening, I won't be able to tell her about it cos she doesn't approve. I feel like I'm in school again, hahah!

Anywho ----- I've been getting my end away and my oh my is it good.
My type - tall, dark and skinny. Him - short, dark and...larg..er than normal (for me). But I'm very happy with him so far. I've known him for a while and we hooked up on the 27th July! It felt so right and he's told my ex (his friend) already. We have his blessing so I'm praying with every bit of my body that this something that's going to last. I don't want Ms P to be right...

Watch this space...
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Being A Grown Up

You know its so weird. Sometimes, especially lately, I have to remind myself that I'm an adult. Not an adult in the 'paying bills, going to work, having a child' way.
But more like...FUCK! I...LIKE...LIVE BY MYSELF AND I'M FREE AND SINGLE AND I CAN BRING BACK ANYONE I WANT AND HAVE WILD SEX WITH THEM AND I CAN GO OUT WHENEVER I WANT, WHEREVER I WANT WITHOUT ANSWERING TO ANYONE!!!!!!

Wow! Its so cool!

Over and out

Babymother no.4? I don't think so

So I didn't meet the guy with 6 kids.
We had a few texts earlier in the week and he was supposed to let me know what restaurant we were going to meet at but he didn't message me and I didn't message him and we didn't meet in the end. Can't say I'm too fussed.
Eventhough he was nice to talk to, and we got along great, the Wolverhampton accent put me off and not to mention the Zoo of kids he had with 3 women!!
He actually text me the next day saying 'I guess our love affair is over then, lol. Have a good weekend'.

I didn't reply.