Since the 17th Feb Ive been having AMAZING sex with my ex-boyfriend, MM (my son's father). We have an okay relationship I guess. I think he's a spineless asshole who could do alot more with his son but chooses not to. He always has stupid excuses when he doesnt give me money for TheBoy (for example being chased across town by Mobsters! Mobsters?!?! Come on, this isn't Brooklyn)
Anywho, lately we've been knocking the boots AND.IT'S.GOOD!
He's on his way now.*giggle giggle* I feel naughty (in a good way of course) because my son is asleep when MM turns up and he's still asleep when MM leaves in the morning so I dont have to answer any awkward questions.
The only thing I have to keep doing is staring at my bedroom door - the last thing I want to have to do is explain why my legs are in the air with daddy inbetween them, ya dig!
I'm off, gotta go freshen up. Its going to be a long, sweaty night, lol
About Me
- LiLi
- London, United Kingdom
- I'm 29, a single mum trying to survive in London. Am aiming to be a happyily married and children-ed up midwife but only time will tell what I will become...
Thursday, 25 March 2010
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
Wonders never cease
I JOINED THE GYM!
I JOINED THE LOCAL FITNESS FIRST!!!!
Even I'm amazed at me, loooooooooooool!
I JOINED THE LOCAL FITNESS FIRST!!!!
Even I'm amazed at me, loooooooooooool!
Date report
Good evening bloggers!
Its my 29th Birthday today and I'm feeling quite good, albeit a bit tired!
My Sky + HD came today, I went and bought a 32" Toshiba telly this morning and dragged it up the stairs and set it all up by myself. Huh...who needs men??!?!?
So I met up with the guy from work (he's a nurse, so he's going to be called simply 'MaleNurse').
So MaleNurse called me around 12.30 and said for us to meet up in Park Royal and get some lunch. Cool by me, food is my friend. Put a bit of slap on, done my little 'oh-this-may-be-the-guy' dance and then went on my way. I decided to wear my black stretch jeans, black top and tan knee highs with tan belt and gold accessories. I felt alright, I felt pretty! (a rareity, trust me!)
He hugged me (eeee! felt so good) and we decided on Nandos (my favourite).
Conversation was cool and he was nice...I likey.
BUT I dont think me and him will become involved because he doesnt seem the type to want to settle down. He still has a lot of stuff he wants to do and thats all good for a girl who isnt looking for anything serious but me...I want the babies now! Not after he's travelled the whole world. My biological clock is ticking damnit! Its damn near falling off the shelf and smashing to smitherines so I need someone who's pretty much done it all and who wants to keep still now. He's a traveller, and he likes to produce music, he's 30 and still lives at home, no kids and 2 cars. He really doesnt seem like the kind of guy that will be happy when I whip out the Clearblue packet!
I came away from the date feeling a little deflated. Deflated because I still have to be looking.
Its my 29th Birthday today and I'm feeling quite good, albeit a bit tired!
My Sky + HD came today, I went and bought a 32" Toshiba telly this morning and dragged it up the stairs and set it all up by myself. Huh...who needs men??!?!?
So I met up with the guy from work (he's a nurse, so he's going to be called simply 'MaleNurse').
So MaleNurse called me around 12.30 and said for us to meet up in Park Royal and get some lunch. Cool by me, food is my friend. Put a bit of slap on, done my little 'oh-this-may-be-the-guy' dance and then went on my way. I decided to wear my black stretch jeans, black top and tan knee highs with tan belt and gold accessories. I felt alright, I felt pretty! (a rareity, trust me!)
He hugged me (eeee! felt so good) and we decided on Nandos (my favourite).
Conversation was cool and he was nice...I likey.
BUT I dont think me and him will become involved because he doesnt seem the type to want to settle down. He still has a lot of stuff he wants to do and thats all good for a girl who isnt looking for anything serious but me...I want the babies now! Not after he's travelled the whole world. My biological clock is ticking damnit! Its damn near falling off the shelf and smashing to smitherines so I need someone who's pretty much done it all and who wants to keep still now. He's a traveller, and he likes to produce music, he's 30 and still lives at home, no kids and 2 cars. He really doesnt seem like the kind of guy that will be happy when I whip out the Clearblue packet!
I came away from the date feeling a little deflated. Deflated because I still have to be looking.
Monday, 22 March 2010
I treat ME!
*IT'S MY BIRTHDAY AND I'LL BE IN DEBT IF I WANT TO*
Its my birthday in 2 days (24th March baby yeah) and I'm going to buy myself a 32" Toshiba TV and a Blackberry Curve.
Why???? Well when you are around poor (or stingy) people, you can only treat yourself.
So I want them and Ive been working bloody hard catching babies at 3am so I think I deserve them too.
Plus Im going to be 29...29 damnit!!! 29...single...horny (well not really cos I had good sex last night), but you get the jist.
So on Friday (payday) I'm going to waddle off to T-mobile and buy me a new phone because my Nokia E71 is going to get smashed to smitherines if I have it any longer.
Its my birthday in 2 days (24th March baby yeah) and I'm going to buy myself a 32" Toshiba TV and a Blackberry Curve.
Why???? Well when you are around poor (or stingy) people, you can only treat yourself.
So I want them and Ive been working bloody hard catching babies at 3am so I think I deserve them too.
Plus Im going to be 29...29 damnit!!! 29...single...horny (well not really cos I had good sex last night), but you get the jist.
So on Friday (payday) I'm going to waddle off to T-mobile and buy me a new phone because my Nokia E71 is going to get smashed to smitherines if I have it any longer.
I have a date!
Okay Im really trying to contain my excitement. *fidget fidget*
When I wrote my last entry I had met a guy who I used to see around the hospital. He'd come in the entrance opposite the reception desk I would be sitting at in my old job. We always used to say HI and BYE but not more than that...so I saw him (after a long time of not seeing him cos I changed my job) in Hobbycraft in Greenford and we chatted and he ASKED FOR MY NUMBER!!!
Being the little relationship pessimist that I am, I resigned myself to believe he wont be calling. I left it a week (and inbetween this I'd been talking to my girlfriends and finding it painfully hard not mentioning him)
I text him (very unlike me to do so first) and we had a text-a-sation, then he text me a few days after and then today which is probably 2 weeks since he asked for the number HE CALLED AND ASKED ME OUT!!!!!!! SO we are going to meet for lunch tomorrow since we are both off of work this week...now I just have to figure out what to wear. EEeeee!
When I wrote my last entry I had met a guy who I used to see around the hospital. He'd come in the entrance opposite the reception desk I would be sitting at in my old job. We always used to say HI and BYE but not more than that...so I saw him (after a long time of not seeing him cos I changed my job) in Hobbycraft in Greenford and we chatted and he ASKED FOR MY NUMBER!!!
Being the little relationship pessimist that I am, I resigned myself to believe he wont be calling. I left it a week (and inbetween this I'd been talking to my girlfriends and finding it painfully hard not mentioning him)
I text him (very unlike me to do so first) and we had a text-a-sation, then he text me a few days after and then today which is probably 2 weeks since he asked for the number HE CALLED AND ASKED ME OUT!!!!!!! SO we are going to meet for lunch tomorrow since we are both off of work this week...now I just have to figure out what to wear. EEeeee!
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
Don't tell!
So with my love life being non existent Ive decided that whenever I do meet someone new Im not going to tell my friends about it.
I've got 4 great friends and my mum who I tell pretty much everything to and once Ive been approached by a new guy or meet someone I like I tell them all about it. Where we met, what we said, when he calls etc. But Im finding that as soon as Ive told them about him, I dont hear anything and if I do hear from him...he's a wanker!
SO Im finding my 'potential mates' list is really going up and its all filled with losers! Im beginning to get depressed when one of my girlfriends comes on the phone and asks about X,Y or Z because I never have anything good to say about them.
So from now on, I will not mention the first meeting or phone conversation or even first date until I am sure he's going to be sticking around.
The only person I will tell is my mum...well I have to tell SOMEONE!!
Goodnight
I've got 4 great friends and my mum who I tell pretty much everything to and once Ive been approached by a new guy or meet someone I like I tell them all about it. Where we met, what we said, when he calls etc. But Im finding that as soon as Ive told them about him, I dont hear anything and if I do hear from him...he's a wanker!
SO Im finding my 'potential mates' list is really going up and its all filled with losers! Im beginning to get depressed when one of my girlfriends comes on the phone and asks about X,Y or Z because I never have anything good to say about them.
So from now on, I will not mention the first meeting or phone conversation or even first date until I am sure he's going to be sticking around.
The only person I will tell is my mum...well I have to tell SOMEONE!!
Goodnight
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