So pretty yet so lonely!

Lately I've noticed that when I come back from being out all day (at friends, or the funfair or
shopping) I come home and sit down and feel soooo lonely. And its not just a 'ho hum, woe is me' kind of
lonely. Its a dreaded 'oh god is this it forever??' lonely!! I've just got in from a friends barbeque and I had an alright time there (well apart from some foolish people being there but I won't go into that right now) but I left there, drove home and when I closed my front door and sat down that feeling came. Like I've been sitting down doing shit all day, there's no one coming to see me, I may aswell put on jammys and go to bed. I was close to tears a second ago but then I stopped myself because really I don't know what I'm crying for. Being lonely? I've cried about that already and it didn't change things. Its so frustrating to come home to the same empty place everyday; no one to greet you, moan to, put your feet up on *sigh*
I got told I was sooo pretty today (oh and a few days ago AND the person wasn't drunk) but when I hear that I just want to say SO!?!?
I'm pretty and what....? Pretty lonely is what I is